[Knowing his own clothes would be somewhat frustrating for someone who can't see them, Baizhu does Break the favour of taking them off while the man is hurriedly kicking his way out of his shoes.
The room is warm, yet he still feels goosebumps rise on his skin as it's bared to the air. Break can't even see him but he's suddenly so conscious of how he looks - enough to make him pause until he's distracted thoroughly by the sight of the other man entirely unclothed on his bed.
Oh, but he is beautiful.
Baizhu runs his fingertips against the soft skin of Break's inner thigh, nudging his legs apart. He watches his face at every move he makes, utterly enchanted by how his expression changes.
It's entirely different to press against him now. Baizhu's skin feels as if it lights up at each point it makes contact as he kisses Break firmly to try and keep his mind in one piece. He nips against the man's lip, a breath shivering out of him between kisses, and curls a seeking hand around Break's length.]
[Break spreads his legs at the other's nudging, trying hard not to get shy now. He kisses Baizhu back, and lets out a little gasp when he gets nipped. He trails his hands down Baizhu's chest. While he can't see him, he can try to map out his body in his mind.
He moans when a hand curls around him, and buck into it. He tries to do the same for Baizhu. Although he is wholly inexperienced in sleeping with a man, but he's determined to try and follow his lead.]
[Baizhu makes a soft sound, a little huff of air out and then a quiet hiss of an inhale between his teeth. He's already half hard against Break's attempt to stroke at him in turn.]
Behave yourself...
[Not that he doesn't appreciate the effort, but he gathers Break's hands and presses them into the sheets above his head, all the while slowly stroking him. He leans in to quickly kiss him again.]
You're going to distract me, doing things like that. [Another smile.] I told you to let me take care of you...
[Both from the tone of voice and his grin, it's clear he's not actually sorry. He does, however, behave himself, leaving his hands where Baizhu has them.
Instead Break focuses on the sensations Baizhu gives him, letting out little noises as he's being stroked.]
Baizhu's lips trail a slow path from his throat towards his stomach, teeth briefly scraping Break's ribs. He's patient in stroking the other man to full hardness, being mindful of what he himself tends to enjoy while he's being worked up and attempting to apply the same kinds of ideas.
As his lips touch the jutting bone of Break's hip he lingers there, thumbing over the head of his cock while a warm breath exhales against his skin.]
I'm going to put my mouth on you now...
[He says, moments before he does just that and the rubbing motion of his thumb is replaced by a sweep of his tongue and the engulfing heat of his mouth. ]
[Break continues to behave himself with some difficulty as Baizhu moves down. It's odd being laid out like this and letting the do whatever he wants, but it's not bad. Especially when he feel Baizhu's teeth on his skin, he lets out a small noise of appreciation. It's not long before Break is fully hard under all the attention.
!? He's going to-] Oh~
[It takes most of Break's self control not to move his hips. But Baizhu's mouth feels amazing and he moans loudly.]
[And that moan is almost enough to throw him off his concentration. It's hard enough to keep his thoughts in order as it is! He looks up carefully as he draws back, his breathing unsteady, and smiles a little to see the other man already so undone.
Exquisite.
He doesn't tease him too long with that, if only because his own body is aching with the desire for something more and it is growing increasingly difficult to not listen.]
Break, [Baizhu asks after a few minutes, the movement of his lips brushing a soft kiss to the inside of the other man's thigh.] Have you been with a man before?
[He looks up at him for a few moments - perhaps Break might feel his eyes on him even if he can't see him - then chuckles lightly.]
I would not call myself immensely experienced. [Baizhu admits. He is experienced enough to at least feign a level of confidence that he might not feel, at least.] But I know what I like well enough.
[And what he prefers should not tax Break too greatly or cause him discomfort.]
I can prepare myself. You need only enjoy the sounds the effort might produce.
[Break can feel himself getting a bit defensive when Baizhu looks at him. He may not be able to see, but he can hear and feel the pause. He pushes those feelings down when the other starts speaking though.]
[It is a pity he won't be able to see the display, but... Baizhu can probably make it good for him regardless. It isn't the first time he's self-prepped, though it doesn't occur too often, and his only pause is to break away from the other man to grab a pot from inside the bedside drawers.]
Just relax, my dear.
[Easier said than done perhaps? Especially as Baizhu's lips wrap around his cock again. One of the doctor's hands holds him steady with a firm grip against his thigh while the other reaches back with slicked fingers to press slowly into himself.
He makes a soft sound against the length in his mouth and his body twitches, a quiet cough held in the back of his throat as Break's cock slides in a fraction too far. It's thrilling, even the way that moisture sticks at the corners of his eyes as he forces himself to breathe.
Who would have ever thought he might enjoy such things? Certainly not him.]
[Much easier said than done. He can really only manage it for a moment.
Baizhu's hand on his thigh reminds him to stay still as he puts his mouth back on him. Break echoes the sound that he can both hear and feel against his cock. A part of him would like to be able to at least imagine what his partner is doing to himself right now, but he quickly pushes that aside to focus on what he can feel and hear.]
[Baizhu would encourage him to imagine as much as he likes, and to shift his hips if he wants to while he's worked over. After all, how will he know how much Break is enjoying himself if he doesn't move?
It's difficult to concentrate on everything at once as well as making sure he doesn't make himself cough and Baizhu's world quickly narrows down to the sensations running through his body. Too soon and not soon enough, all at once, he's pulling his hand free of himself and lifting his head with a soft, ragged little groan.]
Archons—
[Muttered. He can already feel himself tiring slightly.]
[Which is good because the control he tried to keep quickly fades away and he does start shifting. Though Baizhu can probably tell his enjoying himself more the noises he lets out. While he wanted to focus on hearing the other, he just can't stay quiet.]
[He can tell. It's gratifying to hear, and he's full of anticipatory excitement as he sits up and slides himself forwards to straddle Break's hips.
By now he's used to taking something far more... taxing than this with little issue. Still, he breathes in slowly as he guides the other man into position and then sinks down onto him with shallow, steady rolling movements. His breathing hitches softly, one hand braced against the other man's chest, and he tries very hard not to close his eyes.
He wants to see the faces Break is making while he's pressing into him, hearing all the little gasps and stunted groans that the doctor is letting out.]
[Break groans as he feels Baizhu around him. He closes his eye and bites his lip, resisting the urge to thrust into him. Baizhu's made it pretty clear he has a way he wants to do this, and Break isn't going to ruin it by being impatient. Still, he shifts a bit. He moans in response to the sounds the other makes.]
[Fully seated, Baizhu pants softly as his heart thunders in his ears. Doing this is always a calculated risk, always something he's going to pay for later, but... he measures it each time and it has yet to not be worth it.
His fingertips slide across Break's chest and then up, stroking gently down the line of his jaw.]
You can move... [He says, tucking a small piece of hair behind his ear.] Mm--... touch me, I want you to.
[Break leans into the touch. With Baizhu's permission Break moves. His hands slide up the doctor's thighs and land on his hips. He rolls up into Baizhu, keeping the pace rather slow.]
Baizhu~
[Break still has trouble asking for what he wants, so instead he trails one hand up to Baizhu's cheek, and tries to gently guide him down for a kiss.]
[There's a pleasant little shiver that runs through him as Break's hands slide up his thighs. He's trying to take his time, to not over-exert himself, but the excitement of it and the rush of mixed arousal and adrenaline pushes him to roll his hips down hard as a sharp groan punches out of his chest.
He does not need much guidance or prompting to lean down to claim that kiss that Break wants. The steady rock of his hips stutters for a moment when their lips press together and he tangles one hand into the other man's hair. His grip tightens just a fraction as he exhales a breath in the scant space between them when they part.]
Ah-- [His thighs flex against Break's hips, his insides squeezing around him in fluttering spasms. Archons, he can't be this close already--]
[Break moans as he feels Baizhu tightening around him. The hand still on his hip grips harder. He closes his eyes and focuses on the sensations, pleasure building.]
Baizhu, I'm- [He moans again and rolls his hips up before continuing.] -I'm close.
[It's hard to breathe. The need for release wars with the way his fragile body cries out for rest. He shuts his eyes tightly and chases after the pleasure, gasping in deep breaths as it mounts higher.
He's close. Break moving under him only encourages him. His fingernails dig hard against the other man's shoulders and he lets out a sharp, shaking cry as he's overcome.
Milky white spatters over Break's stomach, sliding down Baizhu's cock as he keeps trying to move, to let his partner get his own satisfaction too...]
[Break isn't far behind him, that bite of pain in his shoulders, only spurring him forward. He's loud as he comes, filling the other.
As he starts to come down, he begins to twirl Baizhu's hair between his fingers. Never one to stay quiet for long, he starts talking between deep breaths.]
Baizhu...Darling...That was...
[His brain isn't supplying the words he wants to say, so he gives up with a soft smile.]
[It's always a risk, barely a calculated one with how such things can go, but always worth it. He rubs his fingertips against the dents his nails left in Break's shoulders and pulls another couple of breaths into his aching lungs before he can speak at all.]
Not a... one time performance... I hope...
[Then he leans down, half sliding free of the other's softening length as he moves in to catch his lips in a warm kiss.]
He shifts to free himself entirely, grimacing a little at the sensation of damp sliding down the inside of his thighs, but he's not quite ready to move yet.]
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Date: 2025-04-04 11:47 pm (UTC)The room is warm, yet he still feels goosebumps rise on his skin as it's bared to the air. Break can't even see him but he's suddenly so conscious of how he looks - enough to make him pause until he's distracted thoroughly by the sight of the other man entirely unclothed on his bed.
Oh, but he is beautiful.
Baizhu runs his fingertips against the soft skin of Break's inner thigh, nudging his legs apart. He watches his face at every move he makes, utterly enchanted by how his expression changes.
It's entirely different to press against him now. Baizhu's skin feels as if it lights up at each point it makes contact as he kisses Break firmly to try and keep his mind in one piece. He nips against the man's lip, a breath shivering out of him between kisses, and curls a seeking hand around Break's length.]
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Date: 2025-04-05 12:14 am (UTC)He moans when a hand curls around him, and buck into it. He tries to do the same for Baizhu. Although he is wholly inexperienced in sleeping with a man, but he's determined to try and follow his lead.]
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Date: 2025-04-05 12:21 am (UTC)Behave yourself...
[Not that he doesn't appreciate the effort, but he gathers Break's hands and presses them into the sheets above his head, all the while slowly stroking him. He leans in to quickly kiss him again.]
You're going to distract me, doing things like that. [Another smile.] I told you to let me take care of you...
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Date: 2025-04-05 12:55 am (UTC)[Both from the tone of voice and his grin, it's clear he's not actually sorry. He does, however, behave himself, leaving his hands where Baizhu has them.
Instead Break focuses on the sensations Baizhu gives him, letting out little noises as he's being stroked.]
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Date: 2025-04-05 09:04 am (UTC)Baizhu's lips trail a slow path from his throat towards his stomach, teeth briefly scraping Break's ribs. He's patient in stroking the other man to full hardness, being mindful of what he himself tends to enjoy while he's being worked up and attempting to apply the same kinds of ideas.
As his lips touch the jutting bone of Break's hip he lingers there, thumbing over the head of his cock while a warm breath exhales against his skin.]
I'm going to put my mouth on you now...
[He says, moments before he does just that and the rubbing motion of his thumb is replaced by a sweep of his tongue and the engulfing heat of his mouth. ]
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Date: 2025-04-05 04:10 pm (UTC)!? He's going to-] Oh~
[It takes most of Break's self control not to move his hips. But Baizhu's mouth feels amazing and he moans loudly.]
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Date: 2025-04-05 09:28 pm (UTC)Exquisite.
He doesn't tease him too long with that, if only because his own body is aching with the desire for something more and it is growing increasingly difficult to not listen.]
Break, [Baizhu asks after a few minutes, the movement of his lips brushing a soft kiss to the inside of the other man's thigh.] Have you been with a man before?
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Date: 2025-04-05 09:42 pm (UTC)I haven't, no.
[The closest he can say to knowing how two men lay with each other is sordid rumors he's heard every once in awhile. He's more than willing to learn.]
I hope I have a good tutor for this though~
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Date: 2025-04-07 07:56 am (UTC)I would not call myself immensely experienced. [Baizhu admits. He is experienced enough to at least feign a level of confidence that he might not feel, at least.] But I know what I like well enough.
[And what he prefers should not tax Break too greatly or cause him discomfort.]
I can prepare myself. You need only enjoy the sounds the effort might produce.
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Date: 2025-04-07 08:43 pm (UTC)Alright. I can do that~
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Date: 2025-04-07 09:03 pm (UTC)Just relax, my dear.
[Easier said than done perhaps? Especially as Baizhu's lips wrap around his cock again. One of the doctor's hands holds him steady with a firm grip against his thigh while the other reaches back with slicked fingers to press slowly into himself.
He makes a soft sound against the length in his mouth and his body twitches, a quiet cough held in the back of his throat as Break's cock slides in a fraction too far. It's thrilling, even the way that moisture sticks at the corners of his eyes as he forces himself to breathe.
Who would have ever thought he might enjoy such things? Certainly not him.]
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Date: 2025-04-07 09:17 pm (UTC)Baizhu's hand on his thigh reminds him to stay still as he puts his mouth back on him. Break echoes the sound that he can both hear and feel against his cock. A part of him would like to be able to at least imagine what his partner is doing to himself right now, but he quickly pushes that aside to focus on what he can feel and hear.]
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Date: 2025-04-08 02:01 am (UTC)It's difficult to concentrate on everything at once as well as making sure he doesn't make himself cough and Baizhu's world quickly narrows down to the sensations running through his body. Too soon and not soon enough, all at once, he's pulling his hand free of himself and lifting his head with a soft, ragged little groan.]
Archons—
[Muttered. He can already feel himself tiring slightly.]
Are you ready..?
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Date: 2025-04-08 10:33 pm (UTC)Fuck yes. Please.
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Date: 2025-04-10 12:54 am (UTC)By now he's used to taking something far more... taxing than this with little issue. Still, he breathes in slowly as he guides the other man into position and then sinks down onto him with shallow, steady rolling movements. His breathing hitches softly, one hand braced against the other man's chest, and he tries very hard not to close his eyes.
He wants to see the faces Break is making while he's pressing into him, hearing all the little gasps and stunted groans that the doctor is letting out.]
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Date: 2025-04-13 02:29 am (UTC)Love hearing you~
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Date: 2025-04-14 09:42 pm (UTC)[Fully seated, Baizhu pants softly as his heart thunders in his ears. Doing this is always a calculated risk, always something he's going to pay for later, but... he measures it each time and it has yet to not be worth it.
His fingertips slide across Break's chest and then up, stroking gently down the line of his jaw.]
You can move... [He says, tucking a small piece of hair behind his ear.] Mm--... touch me, I want you to.
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Date: 2025-04-17 06:40 pm (UTC)Baizhu~
[Break still has trouble asking for what he wants, so instead he trails one hand up to Baizhu's cheek, and tries to gently guide him down for a kiss.]
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Date: 2025-04-19 04:38 pm (UTC)He does not need much guidance or prompting to lean down to claim that kiss that Break wants. The steady rock of his hips stutters for a moment when their lips press together and he tangles one hand into the other man's hair. His grip tightens just a fraction as he exhales a breath in the scant space between them when they part.]
Ah-- [His thighs flex against Break's hips, his insides squeezing around him in fluttering spasms. Archons, he can't be this close already--]
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Date: 2025-05-09 03:05 am (UTC)Baizhu, I'm- [He moans again and rolls his hips up before continuing.] -I'm close.
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Date: 2025-05-09 12:35 pm (UTC)[It's hard to breathe. The need for release wars with the way his fragile body cries out for rest. He shuts his eyes tightly and chases after the pleasure, gasping in deep breaths as it mounts higher.
He's close. Break moving under him only encourages him. His fingernails dig hard against the other man's shoulders and he lets out a sharp, shaking cry as he's overcome.
Milky white spatters over Break's stomach, sliding down Baizhu's cock as he keeps trying to move, to let his partner get his own satisfaction too...]
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Date: 2025-05-09 01:11 pm (UTC)As he starts to come down, he begins to twirl Baizhu's hair between his fingers. Never one to stay quiet for long, he starts talking between deep breaths.]
Baizhu...Darling...That was...
[His brain isn't supplying the words he wants to say, so he gives up with a soft smile.]
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Date: 2025-05-09 01:26 pm (UTC)[It's always a risk, barely a calculated one with how such things can go, but always worth it. He rubs his fingertips against the dents his nails left in Break's shoulders and pulls another couple of breaths into his aching lungs before he can speak at all.]
Not a... one time performance... I hope...
[Then he leans down, half sliding free of the other's softening length as he moves in to catch his lips in a warm kiss.]
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Date: 2025-05-09 02:39 pm (UTC)[Break kisses back, and brings the hand still on Baizhu's thigh up to join his other around the doctor's shoulders.]
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Date: 2025-05-10 11:35 pm (UTC)[Because he'd be terribly disappointed otherwise.
He shifts to free himself entirely, grimacing a little at the sensation of damp sliding down the inside of his thighs, but he's not quite ready to move yet.]
You were spectacular...