[Break leaves his cane by the door and allows Baizhu to guide him to the bed. He lays back on it. He takes a moment to consider Baizhu's suggestion there. He doesn't often (read: ever) let others take care of him. But perhaps this once he'll make an exception.]
[A year ago this would have been unthinkable. He would have shied away from it immediately, reasoning that such things were simply not anything he had time for or the inclination to pursue. How things change...
Still, being on the side of taking charge is fairly new to him. He's mindful of Break's blindness, as always, and he sets his own glasses aside quickly before he's joining the other man and kissing him, pushing a hand into his hair as his own heart begins to drum loudly in his ears.
Some things do not change. He knows he has to pace himself.]
Do let me know, [Baizhu tells him quietly.] If there's something you don't like.
[He nods a little before their lips meet again and hums a soft sound of confirmation against Break's lips. Baizhu takes a moment to decide how he's going to arrange his slender limbs, settling on sliding one knee up between Break's thighs and almost unintentionally giving him something to grind his hips up against.
One hand stays in his hair. The other unfastens a few buttons of his shirt, his thumb slowly rolling against each button and slipping it through the buttonhole. He takes his time, letting them both get used to this new and large step in their relationship, but he can already feel his body responding to the flush of arousal buzzing through it.
Easy does it, Baizhu.
He realises he's been impatient for this for a while. Now that it's happening...
Baizhu pauses, taking a moment to quietly admire the other man. He is something special, certainly, to have drawn his attention like this. A few more buttons get undone, slowly, as he parts the fabric across Break's chest.]
[Break grinds up slowly against Baizhu's leg. He has no interest in rushing through their first time together, even as excited as he is.
He's grateful that Baizhu's taking his time with his shirt, as it give Break the chance to decide if he's okay with the other seeing his contractor's seal. He lands on 'it'll be fine' and doesn't bother stopping him yet.
When Baizhu pauses, Break finds himself blushing again, though this time not entirely from arousal. He's always been a bit self-conscious about his appearance, and hopes he measures up here.]
[Baizhu laughs softly when he hears that question. As if he senses the trepidation behind it.]
Break... [He smiles against the next kiss he presses to the man's lips as the lightly calloused tips of his fingers slide over Break's pale chest.] What a thing to ask.
[That is to say that yes, he very much likes what he sees. All of it.
Those curious fingertips brush against the mark on Break's skin, Baizhu's golden eyes half lidding in idle curiosity at it, but he doesn't ask. At least, he isn't going to ask right now.]
[He's still blushing, but he relaxes at that answer. He moans softly at the fingers exploring his chest. One thing he didn't realize about being blind is that even the light touches are more potent.
He doesn't offer any explanation for his seal, even though he's sure it's caught Baizhu's attention, and instead grinds up against his leg again.]
[The mark is unimportant right now. What is more important entirely is the way Break softly moans when he's touched, the way his face is flushed pink, and Baizhu only hesitates for a moment before the press of his lips replaces his fingertips and he kisses a slow, exploratory trail across Break's chest.
His golden eyes lift up, watching the other's reactions from under his eyelashes. The shift in position puts the firm length of his thigh out of easy reach for Break to press against and so he replaces that pressure with his hand, rolling his palm against the front of Break's trousers.
He doesn't think he's ever seen the man utterly lose his composure. Somehow, the idea of it is immensely appealing...]
[Break's eyes are shut as he focuses on the sensations. His hands move up to the other's back. He gets a little louder, and arches into Baizhu's touch. He wants to tease and give off some of his usual attitude.]
Baizhu-
[That's all he's able to get out before he moans again.]
[Break has never seemed fragile to Baizhu and yet as he touches him he treats him as if he's something precious and fragile. His touches and kisses are light and soft, a contrast to the firm hand slipped between Break's thighs as the man rocks up against his palm.]
Can you help me with your clothes? [He asks as he pulls his hand away, giving the man a moment to breathe. It would be easier if he wasn't handling everything, at least as far as undressing goes.]
[Break kicks off his shoes and shrugs the rest of the way out of his shirt, tossing it somewhere. He'll find it later. He starts working on unbuttoning and unzipping his pants. He'll eventually toss them and his boxers in the same direction as his shirt to make life easier for him.]
[Knowing his own clothes would be somewhat frustrating for someone who can't see them, Baizhu does Break the favour of taking them off while the man is hurriedly kicking his way out of his shoes.
The room is warm, yet he still feels goosebumps rise on his skin as it's bared to the air. Break can't even see him but he's suddenly so conscious of how he looks - enough to make him pause until he's distracted thoroughly by the sight of the other man entirely unclothed on his bed.
Oh, but he is beautiful.
Baizhu runs his fingertips against the soft skin of Break's inner thigh, nudging his legs apart. He watches his face at every move he makes, utterly enchanted by how his expression changes.
It's entirely different to press against him now. Baizhu's skin feels as if it lights up at each point it makes contact as he kisses Break firmly to try and keep his mind in one piece. He nips against the man's lip, a breath shivering out of him between kisses, and curls a seeking hand around Break's length.]
[Break spreads his legs at the other's nudging, trying hard not to get shy now. He kisses Baizhu back, and lets out a little gasp when he gets nipped. He trails his hands down Baizhu's chest. While he can't see him, he can try to map out his body in his mind.
He moans when a hand curls around him, and buck into it. He tries to do the same for Baizhu. Although he is wholly inexperienced in sleeping with a man, but he's determined to try and follow his lead.]
[Baizhu makes a soft sound, a little huff of air out and then a quiet hiss of an inhale between his teeth. He's already half hard against Break's attempt to stroke at him in turn.]
Behave yourself...
[Not that he doesn't appreciate the effort, but he gathers Break's hands and presses them into the sheets above his head, all the while slowly stroking him. He leans in to quickly kiss him again.]
You're going to distract me, doing things like that. [Another smile.] I told you to let me take care of you...
[Both from the tone of voice and his grin, it's clear he's not actually sorry. He does, however, behave himself, leaving his hands where Baizhu has them.
Instead Break focuses on the sensations Baizhu gives him, letting out little noises as he's being stroked.]
Baizhu's lips trail a slow path from his throat towards his stomach, teeth briefly scraping Break's ribs. He's patient in stroking the other man to full hardness, being mindful of what he himself tends to enjoy while he's being worked up and attempting to apply the same kinds of ideas.
As his lips touch the jutting bone of Break's hip he lingers there, thumbing over the head of his cock while a warm breath exhales against his skin.]
I'm going to put my mouth on you now...
[He says, moments before he does just that and the rubbing motion of his thumb is replaced by a sweep of his tongue and the engulfing heat of his mouth. ]
[Break continues to behave himself with some difficulty as Baizhu moves down. It's odd being laid out like this and letting the do whatever he wants, but it's not bad. Especially when he feel Baizhu's teeth on his skin, he lets out a small noise of appreciation. It's not long before Break is fully hard under all the attention.
!? He's going to-] Oh~
[It takes most of Break's self control not to move his hips. But Baizhu's mouth feels amazing and he moans loudly.]
[And that moan is almost enough to throw him off his concentration. It's hard enough to keep his thoughts in order as it is! He looks up carefully as he draws back, his breathing unsteady, and smiles a little to see the other man already so undone.
Exquisite.
He doesn't tease him too long with that, if only because his own body is aching with the desire for something more and it is growing increasingly difficult to not listen.]
Break, [Baizhu asks after a few minutes, the movement of his lips brushing a soft kiss to the inside of the other man's thigh.] Have you been with a man before?
[He looks up at him for a few moments - perhaps Break might feel his eyes on him even if he can't see him - then chuckles lightly.]
I would not call myself immensely experienced. [Baizhu admits. He is experienced enough to at least feign a level of confidence that he might not feel, at least.] But I know what I like well enough.
[And what he prefers should not tax Break too greatly or cause him discomfort.]
I can prepare myself. You need only enjoy the sounds the effort might produce.
[Break can feel himself getting a bit defensive when Baizhu looks at him. He may not be able to see, but he can hear and feel the pause. He pushes those feelings down when the other starts speaking though.]
[It is a pity he won't be able to see the display, but... Baizhu can probably make it good for him regardless. It isn't the first time he's self-prepped, though it doesn't occur too often, and his only pause is to break away from the other man to grab a pot from inside the bedside drawers.]
Just relax, my dear.
[Easier said than done perhaps? Especially as Baizhu's lips wrap around his cock again. One of the doctor's hands holds him steady with a firm grip against his thigh while the other reaches back with slicked fingers to press slowly into himself.
He makes a soft sound against the length in his mouth and his body twitches, a quiet cough held in the back of his throat as Break's cock slides in a fraction too far. It's thrilling, even the way that moisture sticks at the corners of his eyes as he forces himself to breathe.
Who would have ever thought he might enjoy such things? Certainly not him.]
[Much easier said than done. He can really only manage it for a moment.
Baizhu's hand on his thigh reminds him to stay still as he puts his mouth back on him. Break echoes the sound that he can both hear and feel against his cock. A part of him would like to be able to at least imagine what his partner is doing to himself right now, but he quickly pushes that aside to focus on what he can feel and hear.]
[Baizhu would encourage him to imagine as much as he likes, and to shift his hips if he wants to while he's worked over. After all, how will he know how much Break is enjoying himself if he doesn't move?
It's difficult to concentrate on everything at once as well as making sure he doesn't make himself cough and Baizhu's world quickly narrows down to the sensations running through his body. Too soon and not soon enough, all at once, he's pulling his hand free of himself and lifting his head with a soft, ragged little groan.]
Archons—
[Muttered. He can already feel himself tiring slightly.]
[Which is good because the control he tried to keep quickly fades away and he does start shifting. Though Baizhu can probably tell his enjoying himself more the noises he lets out. While he wanted to focus on hearing the other, he just can't stay quiet.]
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Date: 2025-04-04 09:10 pm (UTC)Alright.
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Date: 2025-04-04 09:49 pm (UTC)Still, being on the side of taking charge is fairly new to him. He's mindful of Break's blindness, as always, and he sets his own glasses aside quickly before he's joining the other man and kissing him, pushing a hand into his hair as his own heart begins to drum loudly in his ears.
Some things do not change. He knows he has to pace himself.]
Do let me know, [Baizhu tells him quietly.] If there's something you don't like.
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Date: 2025-04-04 09:59 pm (UTC)I will.
[And in his head he tells himself that not only is that the truth, but that if he needs him to stop, he'll be nice about it.
For now though, he leans up to kiss Baizhu again.]
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Date: 2025-04-04 10:08 pm (UTC)One hand stays in his hair. The other unfastens a few buttons of his shirt, his thumb slowly rolling against each button and slipping it through the buttonhole. He takes his time, letting them both get used to this new and large step in their relationship, but he can already feel his body responding to the flush of arousal buzzing through it.
Easy does it, Baizhu.
He realises he's been impatient for this for a while. Now that it's happening...
Baizhu pauses, taking a moment to quietly admire the other man. He is something special, certainly, to have drawn his attention like this. A few more buttons get undone, slowly, as he parts the fabric across Break's chest.]
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Date: 2025-04-04 10:23 pm (UTC)He's grateful that Baizhu's taking his time with his shirt, as it give Break the chance to decide if he's okay with the other seeing his contractor's seal. He lands on 'it'll be fine' and doesn't bother stopping him yet.
When Baizhu pauses, Break finds himself blushing again, though this time not entirely from arousal. He's always been a bit self-conscious about his appearance, and hopes he measures up here.]
Like what you see~?
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Date: 2025-04-04 10:36 pm (UTC)Break... [He smiles against the next kiss he presses to the man's lips as the lightly calloused tips of his fingers slide over Break's pale chest.] What a thing to ask.
[That is to say that yes, he very much likes what he sees. All of it.
Those curious fingertips brush against the mark on Break's skin, Baizhu's golden eyes half lidding in idle curiosity at it, but he doesn't ask. At least, he isn't going to ask right now.]
You're beautiful.
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Date: 2025-04-04 10:56 pm (UTC)He doesn't offer any explanation for his seal, even though he's sure it's caught Baizhu's attention, and instead grinds up against his leg again.]
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Date: 2025-04-04 11:02 pm (UTC)His golden eyes lift up, watching the other's reactions from under his eyelashes. The shift in position puts the firm length of his thigh out of easy reach for Break to press against and so he replaces that pressure with his hand, rolling his palm against the front of Break's trousers.
He doesn't think he's ever seen the man utterly lose his composure. Somehow, the idea of it is immensely appealing...]
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Date: 2025-04-04 11:17 pm (UTC)Baizhu-
[That's all he's able to get out before he moans again.]
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Date: 2025-04-04 11:22 pm (UTC)Can you help me with your clothes? [He asks as he pulls his hand away, giving the man a moment to breathe. It would be easier if he wasn't handling everything, at least as far as undressing goes.]
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Date: 2025-04-04 11:38 pm (UTC)Yeah-Yes.
[Break kicks off his shoes and shrugs the rest of the way out of his shirt, tossing it somewhere. He'll find it later. He starts working on unbuttoning and unzipping his pants. He'll eventually toss them and his boxers in the same direction as his shirt to make life easier for him.]
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Date: 2025-04-04 11:47 pm (UTC)The room is warm, yet he still feels goosebumps rise on his skin as it's bared to the air. Break can't even see him but he's suddenly so conscious of how he looks - enough to make him pause until he's distracted thoroughly by the sight of the other man entirely unclothed on his bed.
Oh, but he is beautiful.
Baizhu runs his fingertips against the soft skin of Break's inner thigh, nudging his legs apart. He watches his face at every move he makes, utterly enchanted by how his expression changes.
It's entirely different to press against him now. Baizhu's skin feels as if it lights up at each point it makes contact as he kisses Break firmly to try and keep his mind in one piece. He nips against the man's lip, a breath shivering out of him between kisses, and curls a seeking hand around Break's length.]
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Date: 2025-04-05 12:14 am (UTC)He moans when a hand curls around him, and buck into it. He tries to do the same for Baizhu. Although he is wholly inexperienced in sleeping with a man, but he's determined to try and follow his lead.]
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Date: 2025-04-05 12:21 am (UTC)Behave yourself...
[Not that he doesn't appreciate the effort, but he gathers Break's hands and presses them into the sheets above his head, all the while slowly stroking him. He leans in to quickly kiss him again.]
You're going to distract me, doing things like that. [Another smile.] I told you to let me take care of you...
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Date: 2025-04-05 12:55 am (UTC)[Both from the tone of voice and his grin, it's clear he's not actually sorry. He does, however, behave himself, leaving his hands where Baizhu has them.
Instead Break focuses on the sensations Baizhu gives him, letting out little noises as he's being stroked.]
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Date: 2025-04-05 09:04 am (UTC)Baizhu's lips trail a slow path from his throat towards his stomach, teeth briefly scraping Break's ribs. He's patient in stroking the other man to full hardness, being mindful of what he himself tends to enjoy while he's being worked up and attempting to apply the same kinds of ideas.
As his lips touch the jutting bone of Break's hip he lingers there, thumbing over the head of his cock while a warm breath exhales against his skin.]
I'm going to put my mouth on you now...
[He says, moments before he does just that and the rubbing motion of his thumb is replaced by a sweep of his tongue and the engulfing heat of his mouth. ]
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Date: 2025-04-05 04:10 pm (UTC)!? He's going to-] Oh~
[It takes most of Break's self control not to move his hips. But Baizhu's mouth feels amazing and he moans loudly.]
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Date: 2025-04-05 09:28 pm (UTC)Exquisite.
He doesn't tease him too long with that, if only because his own body is aching with the desire for something more and it is growing increasingly difficult to not listen.]
Break, [Baizhu asks after a few minutes, the movement of his lips brushing a soft kiss to the inside of the other man's thigh.] Have you been with a man before?
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Date: 2025-04-05 09:42 pm (UTC)I haven't, no.
[The closest he can say to knowing how two men lay with each other is sordid rumors he's heard every once in awhile. He's more than willing to learn.]
I hope I have a good tutor for this though~
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Date: 2025-04-07 07:56 am (UTC)I would not call myself immensely experienced. [Baizhu admits. He is experienced enough to at least feign a level of confidence that he might not feel, at least.] But I know what I like well enough.
[And what he prefers should not tax Break too greatly or cause him discomfort.]
I can prepare myself. You need only enjoy the sounds the effort might produce.
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Date: 2025-04-07 08:43 pm (UTC)Alright. I can do that~
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Date: 2025-04-07 09:03 pm (UTC)Just relax, my dear.
[Easier said than done perhaps? Especially as Baizhu's lips wrap around his cock again. One of the doctor's hands holds him steady with a firm grip against his thigh while the other reaches back with slicked fingers to press slowly into himself.
He makes a soft sound against the length in his mouth and his body twitches, a quiet cough held in the back of his throat as Break's cock slides in a fraction too far. It's thrilling, even the way that moisture sticks at the corners of his eyes as he forces himself to breathe.
Who would have ever thought he might enjoy such things? Certainly not him.]
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Date: 2025-04-07 09:17 pm (UTC)Baizhu's hand on his thigh reminds him to stay still as he puts his mouth back on him. Break echoes the sound that he can both hear and feel against his cock. A part of him would like to be able to at least imagine what his partner is doing to himself right now, but he quickly pushes that aside to focus on what he can feel and hear.]
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Date: 2025-04-08 02:01 am (UTC)It's difficult to concentrate on everything at once as well as making sure he doesn't make himself cough and Baizhu's world quickly narrows down to the sensations running through his body. Too soon and not soon enough, all at once, he's pulling his hand free of himself and lifting his head with a soft, ragged little groan.]
Archons—
[Muttered. He can already feel himself tiring slightly.]
Are you ready..?
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Date: 2025-04-08 10:33 pm (UTC)Fuck yes. Please.
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